Thursday, June 5, 2008

Camp Director

So, I am the new camp director for our ward. At first I didn't want to accept the calling, I even cried. The reasons for that is, we are already Webelos leaders, which is a one day a week commitment, not to mention planning activities. I work full time, I will be 7 months pregnant when camp is, and I have just been exhausted during this pregnancy. I told the bishop our situation and said if he still wanted me to be the camp director, I would do it. So, I am the camp director! We just had our pre-camp activity on Wednesday. It went pretty well. We did first aid certification, and then we had a Jeopardy game to test everyone's knowledge. It was actually quite fun! I think I'm a little too hard on myself sometimes, and I just want to do the very best I can, but I don't feel like I am sometimes. I was the camp director in another ward 2 years ago, and I felt like a failed. I did learn that I can only do the best I can, and I may feel like it wasn't as great a time as I had as a young woman at camp, but that's ok. I will just do my best, and hope the girls get something out of it!

Cheap-O me

Hey, remember when I used to be so cheap?? April, I'm sure you remember, since we've been best friends since 6th grade. But, I was thinking back on a few situations in my life where I was just appalled at how cheap I used to be. Here is an example... When I was in college, I was so CAREFUL with my money, that is because I didn't have any, or not much anyway. Anyway, there was a time our ward was having a Halloween party. All of my roommates: Steph, Katie, Ann, Jill, and Kim, wanted to dress up like 80's rock stars because we found this really ugly, cool shirt at DI for $2.00. I was so cheap, I told my roommates, " Sorry everyone, I don't have any money to do that with you guys." TWO dollars!! Anyway, I went as a pirate because I had a red and white striped shirt, and I stressed that I didn't want them to buy the shirt for me. They came a little later than me and well, they ended up buying it for me, I was a little annoyed because I didn't want them to have to pay two dollars for me, but they just assured me that they really wanted everyone to dress up the same for our party. That's just an example of how cheap I used to be. So, I'm so sorry to everyone in my past that I was overly cheap with. I appologize. I have now met my husband who is not cheap at all. I have learned a lot from him about enjoying our money, rather than being so stressed out all the time about money, that I can't even splurge on a two dollar shirt. I would still consider myself cheap, but not to the extreme that I used to be. I think Isaac and I balance eachother out in that area pretty well.